Thursday, September 27, 2007 ♣


heyhey wow quite awhile since i've last posted... hmmm nothing much happening this few days other than mugging and checking up of files. woah i tell u ar, lit is the worse one man... quite a number of ws missing lor but thank God Mrs Cheong was in a good mood and i dun tink anyone got a scolding from her. haha. aahhh so tiring these few days mus really study cos i wan an improvement! =D All the best to you for your exams!

Friday, September 21, 2007 ♣


aaahhh have been doing lots of stupid stuff lately but now im over it... and i feel so free and light jus knowing im not alone whenever i screw up. haha anywae today my team(2 boys 4 girls) scored 3 goals against a team of (2 boys 3 girls) and none of the boys were supposed to scare so dat meant dat the girls in my team scored those 3 goals. BUT... if it wasnt for me, they would have gotten a miserable 0-0...haha! cheh no la of cos not only me la. the other guy(derrick) also got help. somemore he keep running up and down man(jus so dat he can chg position with me cos he scared of the girls). A job well done guys! the rest of the day was kinda boring and normal other than a bit of mugging... more to go man for tmr... YaWn~ gooooddd... nnniiittteeee...

Tuesday, September 18, 2007 ♣


woo today came back quite early so i slacked awhile like use com... today the most fun period was physics. just go thru workbook "challenge yourself" 2 pages den slack thruout the rest of the period. noe wad we did? mr shah showed us his photo albums and the photo of his "thin, sexy" figure he claimed he had in the past when we was young and also showed us his fittest period in his life- NS. he also showed us a few photos of HIM in a SKIRT when he was 1-2 yrs old cos he had his first haircut only when he was 2yrs old so his hair was quite long then. SO FUNNY SIA we tot it was really a girl and that it wasnt him! hahahaha!!

then he also shared with us his experience of one of his greatest loves. The person that he said he liked alot other than his wife was this lady called Celest. he even admitted that he liked Celest more than his own wife! that cheeky dude... he said that he liked Celest during his freshman yr in poly and that they only got to know each other when she broke up with this guy called raymond, who was his best fren then. he said that he felt bad that he is going out and being so close to Celest after she broke up with raymond his close fren. but he continued to be with her...-_-

then they did tings together like study together, eat together, go out together. but they were so close that when either one wans to study, he/she have to call the other party to ask whether he/she is studying or not. if not, then the person who wanted to study will not study bcos they wanted to be "together" on the same chapter, topic, page, question and sub-question. they were together for 2 yrs and did not go steady cos Celest was a Christian and wanted to marry another Christian(you did the right ting man, Celest). and one day she found a guy called Irwin.

She knowing that if she immediately leave Dhaval(mr shah's name), he would be hurt like CRAZZZYYYY so she decidded spend the last 6 months of poly with him before going steady with Irwin and Irwin had to wait 6 months. Celest was steady in her way man.

but he also shared on his period of depression when Cekest left him after dat. he wanted attention/help from his family members and was so crazy abt it that one day he lit a cigarette infront of his mum in the kitchen. then his mum called for help from his big brother and big bro pinned him down, gave him 3 tight slaps *PIAK PIAK PIAK* and den gave him a tight hug.

"Its not that we are ignoring you. Its just that there is nothing we can do. We can only let time solve your problem and heal your wound. But if you wan us to spend time with you or listen to your problems, we will be here for you." was wad i learnt from his long sharing. =D

Friday, September 14, 2007 ♣


so tired man this few days... this whole wk stayed in school after dismissal cos got course la, remedials la, prefect meetings la, all sorts of stuff u could tink of that would occupy ur time from 2-5pm in school. den come back only first ting do is on com den login msn den go shower,quiet time den dinner le. so sian...

today actually got amaths remedial one but tcher left a note on the white board when we entered his classroom and it said, "I am having a meeting with the maths department. Remedial cancelled." cancelled... i jus did not noe wad to tink when i saw this word...

WWWWWWWWWWOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
NO AMATHS REMEDIAL!!! so i went down to the canteen tinking i could slack my time off till emaths remedial at 230pm(i was in canteen at 1230pm). then someone reminded me smth stupid. "Eh got chinese remedial. Wan go anot?" AAAAARRRGGGHHHH!!! CHINESE!!
so i went lor... -____________________-

came back arnd 430 and used com den slack until now lor...(of cos i did other stuff like shower, dinner, quiet time...)

Funniest ting of the day:
today relief tcher took over for PE cos PE tcher nvr come sch.
Relief tcher: One and only....Mr Zulkifli!
He was scolding this two boys for being late to class.
and he said this to one boy(Ann Wei),
"You got A...
you got...Alphabet...
no no no... Aeroplane
nah...no... you got ATTITUDE." so funny sia!! xDDD

Monday, September 10, 2007 ♣


hmmm today nothing much happened... other than the incident this morning... i always took this 642 train every morning from simei to tanah merah in other words, home to school. den today first day of sch mah den i abit siansian *monday blues* i see the time when i was still at home. 6:32am. ok la still alrite so i drink finish my milk den slowly wear socks n shoes. left house at 6:36am. den realising i was kinda late, i sped out once i the lift opened on the first floor. VROOM i went...(not really so fast la. at least not as fast as adrian...-_-) den suddenly my "spirit sense"(instead of spidey sense) started to "tingle" and i prayed dat God would kinda delay the train awhile. guess wad? when i tapped my card the train was already arriving in. so i rushed up the STAIRS(mind you, it aint escalator) and by the time i reached the top, the doors closed just after i made a nice stroll pass the doors. WOO!! =D

but tings got worse once i reached tanah merah station. i went down the stairs, got my wallet ready, tapped my card and made my way to escalator and as i went down, i felt my bag pushing against my bum and by the time i turn around, my books started falling out of my bag. ON THE ESCALATOR somemore la!! i quickly pick up my books tried to stuff them in my bag without making a big fuss and they fell out again. -_- luckily there were 2 BVians to help me out and one of them accompanied me to school while holding my books! thanks man!

my books came out cos my bag sort of un-zipped itself. so i had to zip my bag in a way to prevent it from un-zipping again. i pulled the zip so hard that it went... PIAK! the zip came out... AAAHHHH dno why so sway... den had to carry my bag on my arms to school with my fren...

but overall it was a rather fun yet sleepy day cos i was enthu abt sch in the morning but got really tired soon after ss...(which was the first period xD )

so now im going to have my beauty sleep if not bcome panda... -_-

Friday, September 7, 2007 ♣


hey guys. my bros, whoever is reading this post. please pray for me now as im now kinda fighting a spiritual battle i cant seem to win alone. i have this feeling of anxiety towards being anxious thus making me feel anxious. dono why. i feel insecure at times. also dono why. -_- just pray for my sleep and dat i would maximise my time more.

Wednesday, September 5, 2007 ♣


today from morning till noon so bored cos stay at home nothing to do... actually not cos morning had amaths xtra lesson den went back home. after which rh and wb came my house play dota and we taught rh the basics of the game cos he jus bought it. *rich kid...* den at 3.30pm he went off leaving me and wb to the com. i watched as wb played sf(soldier front) cos i dont really play shooting games like cs etc. went to shower b4 leaving for marine parade for dinner after which we took a bus(not sure wad number thou...xD) to Orchard Cineleisure to catch evan almighty. some comedy with a giest of the Noah's ark. craig said we paid 7bucks just to learn one ting. ARK- Act of Random Kindness. an ARK a day keeps the Devil away!

Evan Baxter: I am...building something.
Co-congressman: I hope you're not building a barber shop~.(cos Evan could not shave off his long beard and cut away his long hair as they jus grow back)

and i also learnt a few more new tricks like black magic, johnny and matrix. hehe now can irritate some ppl. xD

Tuesday, September 4, 2007 ♣


ahhh so sian... did basically NOTHING ytd and today cos got nothing much to do at home. makes sense rite? other than revise and use com. FYI i dun sleep in the afternoon... and saw some other blogs and really inspired me to move on in my christian faith. ytd things were not so good btwn me and my mum cos i was kinda discouraged to see the fact dat she do not trust in the Lord as much as she used to last time. But i also tot that i could not do anyting to help her condition(she has some back prob) and all i can do is pray. even if i pray over her also no use cos she jus doubts and viola~ gone. all i can do now is surrender this to the Lord and stop worrying about it cos it wun do me any good... It's just so comforting to know that someone is always there to lend a listening ear to help solve ur problems. =D

Sunday, September 2, 2007 ♣


Here's today sermon- closing msg on series of Running With The Winners

Elijah-
Winning when the whole World is Falling Apart
1 Kings 19:1-18 Rev Melvyn Mak

James 5:17 "Elijah was a man just like us." Though he did and saw God's miracles, he was still just one of us. And he comes down and says. "Hey, you can win even when your world is falling apart."
The question is 'How?'

1.Release our burdens
-God can carry them much better than us

1 Kings 19:10 "He replied, "I have been very zealous for the Lord God Almighty. The Isrealites have rejected your covenant, broken down your alters, and put your prophets to death by the sword. I am the only one left, and now they are trying to kill me too."

Elijah was emotionally worn out. In other words, stressed.
Galatians 6:2 says that we should "Carry each other's burdens, and in this way you will fufill the law of Christ." But in Galatians 6:5, it says that we should carry our own load. So which to follow? Both. Carrying each other's burdens refers to giving good advice to someone who comes to you for help and not bear or suffer the same burden as the other party. We don't take the responsibility of change in his/her life but instead we offer up the burdens to the Lord. He has His appointed time to things. When we surrender our load, we will find rest from stress, in the Lord.

What is the difference between rowing a boat and sailing a boat?
We use our ALL our strength to make the boat move when we row a boat.
But when we sail a boat, we let the wind move the boat.
Similarly, we let the Holy Spirit move us as we follow.

Matthew 11:28-30 "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light."

2.Re-tune to God's voice
-God is speaking to you

In 1 Kings 19:11-12, God revealed Himself to Elijah in a gentle whisper. Yet, He was not in the wind, earthquake or fire. God only speaks when we quieten our hearts, when we are still. When we don't tune in to God's voice, we will be depressed and worn out. We hear 4 voices everyday:-
the Satan's, other's, our's and God's. So most of the time, it is like 3 voice vs 1 voice. Thus, we have to be sensitive to God's. If not, often we drown ourselves out with fear or anxiety when God's voice is drowned out from our lives. But how do we hear the small still voice of God?

a.Be available-
Isaiah 40:29-31 "He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak. Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint."

b.Be obedient

3.Return to God's calling
-God wants to give us a new beginning

Read 1 Kings 19:15-16. God tells us, "Go back the way you came".
God is giving Elijah a new way of doing things and He also wants to give us a new way.

Saturday, September 1, 2007 ♣


ahh ytd tchers' day so sian... i. john, jesslyn and hongye were the only ones in charge of the holding rooms and hw much trouble we had to go thru to keep the performers from going out of the room to the hall(cos they wanted to see the concert...-_-)... not like they were the only ones who wanted to watch... i missed the video tribute...T_T *uuwwwaaahhhh* but at least i caught the 2nd half of the concert with a big and noisy crowd of Ex-BVians outside the hall. haha! teachers den went up stage cut cake, say pledge den VP praised us prefects and peer leaders for organising the event(none of us went out to bow, only head prefect HAHA!!).

dismiss le den zhao back simei with wb go eastpoint jalan jalan den hav lunch at kobayashi...(after meal bo lui liao...) so went back home den he came my house play dota. -______________- boring day lor...

at nite went olivia's baptism at tct... again cos the day b4 went tct for choir practice. met at 6 at redhill b4 heading to bukit merah hawker for dinner den went tct after dat. the same procedure for baptism:-

• ppl getting baptised go infront den we pray for them
• dey go get changed and we continue with praise and worship
• listen to testimonies on how their lives were transformed by God
• at the same time look up to see hu's getting baptised(any familiar faces?)
• more praise and worship
• sharing by pastor

The sharing by pastor ytd really struck me. it was abt being on a ship in which Jesus was sleeping in. Why din the ship sink in the middle of a raging storm, in the middle of an ocean? Who is Jesus that even the winds and seas obey him?(He spoke one word, "Peace" and the storm resided)

What i took away was that even when situations/issues look rough ahead of us, we will nvr sink bcos God has sustained us, is sustaining us and will continue sustaining us till we finish the race. Praise be to the Lord! =D

Came back home around 10.30pm and was so tired dat i went to my room and slumped onto the bed for 1hr 30mins b4 going to shower, dry my hair den slept at 12.40pm. HAHA!! i cant believe im so free...

i took this really cool photo myself...in ava.